jam kaler gold yang comel itu.

baru balik dari majlis pertunangan Kak Suzana iaitu kakak kepada Suzela.makan makan,lepak lepak jap ngan kawan kawan,tiba tiba je ada yang touching.lelaki kalau bercakap ikut sedap mulut je,memang susah kan?mulut lansung cakap tak fikir perasaan orang.kalau orang cakap macam tu tahu plak na emo bagai.sentap lah,terasa hati lah,makan dalam lah.haish.macam perempuan.ta faham aku.nak emo lebih lebih,pergi main jauh jauh.malas aku nak dengar.okay?cun.


anyways,rancangan untuk bercuti ke Pulau Pangkor telah bertukar.we will only go there in August ataupun selepas cuti raya.lama nyeeeeee na tunggu. (-.-")

sedih sedih juga.but what to do kan.life I nowadays busy sangat lah.dengan futsal lagi,dengan kawan kawan lagi,dengan belajar lagi,dengan keluarga lagi.dengan Mr Boyfriend lagi.hahaha.konon konon life hectic sangat.perasan betul.tapi pown,I ta kesah you.sebab ini bermaksud I can go shopping using the money that I kept for the trip.muahaha.marah Ayul kalau dia tahu.eyh,tapi pun dia memang dah tahu kot.sengal.eyh Sayang,thanks for the new BLACK flat shoes and also the Jacket eyh?sayang kamu.even though the jacket will only be use once in a while.pandai betul awak pujuk saya kan?bawa je pergi shopping mall,lansung hilang rasa marah.senyap terus.haha

hari tue pergi melawat Umi di hospital.dan buat pertama kali nya berjumpa in real life,face to face dengan kakak sayang saya,Kakak Farah.comel comel comel.geram sangat!sghupo anok cino weyh!hehe.dan jam di tangan yang kaler gold tue amat lah menarik perhatian saya.and I want to own it also!so,Cik kakak ku sayang,pah mane beli?na 1 jugak!if you wont mind lah kan?hehe

please dong.
emangnya loe mau digelar bitch yea?
stop doing it okay.
you are making fun of yourself.
poor you.

Abang tough hati kaca?jangan lah.

Alan called me just now.we talked for almost half an hour.kasihan sama awak.hebat betul ye perempuan tu sebab berjaya buat awak sakit sampai macam ni sekali.be strong my dear friend.move on.move on.saya tahu susah sangat buat awak.but you have to try.do not surrender.I know you are a tough man.badan dah macam bodybuilder dah.takan hati kaca kot Abang?hati pun kena kuat juga.hehe.

she doesn't deserved to be treated like a princess by you.she is not worth it at all.ingat, mesti ada hikmah disebalik semua yang terjadi.mungkin Tuhan na pertemukan awak dengan yang lebih baik, yang akan menghargai semua yang awak lakukan untuk dia dan menyayangi awak regardless all the boundaries.who knows kan?

kawan kawan awak semua sayang awak tahu ta?including ME.we are here to cheer you up.chill lah.jangan cepat sangat na cari pengganti.mana tahu lepas nie jumpa yang sesuai then terus kahwin,buat kenduri grand grand dekat Ritz Carlton just like what you dream.killer cool!ouh.mind you,by that time memang tak lah Quya dah ada 5 anak kan.gila productive.maybe dah kahwin.haha.lastly,you know you can count on me when you need someone to hear your heart out.saya sayang awak Mohd Hazlan.and now, go out and have fun!start to mingle again and be friends with whoever you feel you wanna be friends with!tengok dunia luar okay?jangan duduk seorang diri lagi.tu yang asyik na emo je.asyik teringat teringat apa semua.you are hurting yourself actually.I'm glad that you said that I have help you.it is my pleasure Alan.

maybe this is the same situation that will be felt by Mr Boyfriend if anything happens to our relationship.haish.jahat nya I kalau macam tu.hurm.don't worry Sayang.Insyaallah nothing bad will happen.I want my own happy ending juga.enough is enough.kamu dah jadi yang terbaik buat saya.perlu apa lagi yang lain. :)

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You,
I want nobody nobody But You

last minute.

tadi,tengah bosan bosan lepak nonton TV sambil online, I Googled for Pulau Pangkor.konon konon na check rates and make comparisons for this coming December punya trip.tengah browse tiba tiba keinginan dan rasa rindu terhadap pantai membuak buak.macam gila ta tahan tengok all the pictures of the beach semua.dah lah agak jealous dengan Kakak Farah because she just uploaded new photos of her and Encik Abang Suka Terbang somewhere in Terengganu.and at the beach!cantik sungguh.

dan terus terdetik dalam hati,

I have to go to Pulau Pangkor as soon as possible!

tengok dekat friensdlist, Eyda tengah online.chanteek.terus cakap na pergi bercuti ke Pangkor next week.minah tu pun semangat jugak, siap terus call weyh.haha.now tengah nak confirmkan wether Amy and Sheila na ikut or ta so then baru boleh buat room reservation.hopefully dorang ikut.if ta,memang kena buat trip sekali lagi lah.ouh.Mizi and Nik ta pergi.haish.maybe awaaaaal sangat kot.ye lah tue.tak sempat na menabung apa semua pastue tiba tiba terus na pergi.memang ta lah kan.teruja lebih nie.haish.bawa bersabar ye Quya.and Eyda juga.orang cakap jangan happy sangat,nanti takut takut benda yang dah kita rancang tu ta jadi.hopefully jadi. :)

well,fingers cross eyh?

maaf.
I broke my own promise.
aduhaiiiiiiiiiiii.

cannot tahan lah.I just placed an order on this one jacket.
sangat coolio punya.
cheap weyh!who can resist.
haish.

puasa shopping.

I hate you online shopping blogs!hate you!
kenapa banyak sangat banyak baju cantik cantik,molek molek,comel comel nie??


sabar Quya.kuatkan semangat.no shopping for this moment.simpan duit untuk 3 trip percutian.ingat tu.mana lagi penting?baju cantik yet affordable atau happy time dengan Mr Boyfriend dan kawan kawan?baju kot.ta ta.happy time?baju baju.bila ada baju cantik pun boleh happy.kan?haish.

diz iz a veghie taf disizen tu mek.

padahal dah terbeli duofunction skirt.okay okay.
that's going to be the last one.
janji tau?okay.janji.
haha.boleh ta?
;p

Chun Li version budak kecik banyak cakap.

"Nur Alia Safina!!"

that's what she answered to me when I asked her during
'mari-kita-lepak-tepi-padang-while-Papa-and the-rest-of-abang abang-play-football-and-kakak Quya-will-babysit-you-and-your-brother- session'.haha.

meet AISHZ. aka Steven Gerrard as what had written on the back of his jersey.haha
budak kecik ni ada potensi untuk jadi Playboy bila besar sebab kecik kecik lagi dah handsome.LOL.

Yaya macam Chun Li from the Street Fighter tue kan?haha

budak kecil yang comel memang sangat sangat mengujakan aku.especially budak perempuan dengan ikatan rambut yang comel.haish.rasa macam nak bawak lari je anak perempuan Abang Tojo nie dan kemudian simpan letak kat rumah.nanti boleh ajak main masak masak together gether.haha.geram sangat.dah lah banyak cakap.sikit sikit,

Kakak,kakak,kakak.

she is super friendly.sekejap je dah boleh nak manja manja dengan aku.she even wanted to ONLY sit on my lap.okay takpe even penat weyh nak tampung berat kau tue budak kecik.heh.nasib baik comel.geram la kat engkau budak kecik.gigit pipi sket boleh ta?haha.


after few dramas with Mr Boyfriend.puas dah drama hindustan,telenovela dengan sinetron yang terjadi for the past few weeks,at last that we meet.happy je.I hug you,U hug me.I say Love you.You say Love me.haha.trust and never lie to each other is important to maintain the happiness and the smoothness of the relationship.yeah, we are still together.and this relationship is going strong from day to day.kan Sayang?

even Awak bushuk masham lepas penat main bola,saya still dan akan sayang awak Nazzrul Rahman.
Insyaallah sampai bila bila.
I love you. ; )

ungrateful.

marah dengan diri sendiri sebab jadi macam ni.

sendiri buat perkara yang paling dibenci.
sendiri buat benda yang paling ditakuti.
sendiri langgar prinsip hidup.
sendiri yang mungkir janji yang dibuat.
dan sendiri yang rasa bersalah.





maaf Sayang, I can't be a perfect girlfriend for you. I would never be.
;(

you are a bad girlfriend Quya.
a bad bad girlfriend.
boo-hoo
shame on you.